Yes, this is coming from the TRES single person.
=D single all my life and not regretting it so far.
I mean how can you regret being single right.
Apparently when you fall in love it gets even better!!
Sure sure.
I believe that, truly I do.
Though i must say, I am a genius for being able to write cheesy love songs eventhough I havent truly fallen in love before.
Unless you count my Oguri Shun, Kpop bands, and Mizushima Hiro crushes as my past love r/s.. which i dont think you can because it was purely and obviously unrequited love.
hee.
BUT MANN I LOVE MIZU.
neways.
It's so tiring to watch what I eat everyday. I have to think like "ooh cant eat too much carbo" or "oo this has too much sugar". SO ANNOYING. GEEZ.
DONT CARE LA OKAY IMMA EAT WHATEVER I WANT AND GROW FAT.
WHATS UR PROBLEM.
STUPID CALORIE COUNT.
guhhhh. its either that or i have to start exercising which i dont plan to do because its COLD OUTSIDE and i already WALK TO UNI AND BACK which in total is about 1 hour and SOOOOO BORING.
i like walking i do, just not EVERYDAY.
BLOOOOOOOODY BLOOOD!
yeah blood is bloody.
anyhoos, I guess i will be exercising more often now. -_- half an hour everyday.
horridness.
thts if i want to be able to eat whatever i want.
its either that or i starve myself to death, and become a stick and wear guy clothes.
ohhh heee heeeh eeee.
MAN I WANNA SHUT MYSELF AWAY FROM THE WORLD AND JUST WATCH DRAMAS AND ANIMES AND MOVIES ETO MY HEART'S CONTENT.
how nice it is to not have to socialize.
how nice.
PEOPLE ARE TIRING ME OUT.
MAN. IM A PEOPLE PERSON AND IM SAYING THAT.
SSSSSIENNN GILER.
okay u know what i think a bit of ranting in this blog is called for.
THIS MAKES ME FEEL SO GOOD. =D just typing out what i feel INSAIIIDDDE!!
okay i realise this makes me sound really pathetic and whatnot but oh hey!! surprise, surprise.
nobody cares!! !!! !!!!!!!
OOOO LAAA LALALALALA. TALALLALA.
miao cat miao woof dog woof moo cow moooo. let's seeeeeee.....
if only i had the money i would take up kickboxing and whoop everyone's .... derriere!! =D
i really really want to learn some kind of physical combat la. i need to destress by hitting something... drums would be good too. or the bass. or like.... DANCE. hip hop please no bootay shaking and hip swaying kpop girl dance stuff, i no sexy to do that.
mmm.
eh i like cereal.
mmm. i should bath now everyone is asleep and its 1:33 a.m.
its just...
i havent blogged for so lonG!!!! AND ITS SO NICE TO TYPE CRAP THAT ONLY I WILL BE READING!!! GAAAHHHHH
anyway
Friday, August 12, 2011
Oh Dear Youth.
Oh Dear Youth,
Where hast thou gone?
Indeed, I look back fondly at the past, with nothing but the yearning to turn back time and the feeling of wistfulness.
okay scratch that.
Ever since i reached 15 ive been wanting to be 5 YO. -_-
trollll.
University is pretty much the bomb.
in a bad way. literally. Like a bomb.
And i hate how i get so emo. Last time my emo-ness never lasted long.
Anyway im going to be real random and rant all i want.
hey.
this is my blog okay.
my personal public place on the internet.
i can do wtv i want on it so bugger off if you dont like reading my posts. heh.
SO RIGHT.
omgosh lor. seriously what is with him? it's like he gets along well with everyone other than me. Ive never even done anything to him before. he acts like im not there, he makes it clear that he communicates well with everyone and wants to talk to everyone but me.
WELL, GOOD JOB.
as you can see, i am restraining myself from cursing. I always do it in my head but im trying not to make it a habit because sooner or later it will come out of the mouth and i dont want that happening.
I dont know what the HAY his problem is but if he is going to continue to be like that, I will..... PRAY FOR HIM.
HAH!
STUPID DEVIL, U CANT GET AWAY WITH THIS. HAHAHHAHA
So anyway, work is stressing me out because i have no idea whats going on at least 100% of the time. (at least being an understatement)
but hopefully after this weekend which i officially name "Enlightening Weekend" - as they say, children always live up to their names, im thinking this counts for weekends as well- though i doubt id be able to "up" my knowledge level in about two days.
WELL HEY HEY HEY NOW, nothing is impossible!
And about my CF, Im thinking of not going for it for a while, because I feel like im not integrating and not needed as a PERSON, but rather just for the numbers. It's like im not appreciated there. and EVERYONE wants to be appreciated (no matter how much you try to deny it, everyone deep down inside yearns acceptance. EVen the non-conformists seek acceptance amongst each other, no?). Meanwhile I will find my niche and my role elsewhere.
Since everyone there can get along just fine without me,I see no reason for my being there.
CF-hopping begin!
=D
I feel no shame, even.
It's not like im skipping it though, its more like Im venturing out and visiting other CFs to see what they have to offer me.
Meanwhile id better make sure I do my QT consistently..... eeep.
Im still trying to figure out what is the most conducive atmosphere for me to study.
hmmm.
also i think id better stop buying clothes and stuff.
nahh. haahha! clothes here are too nice. and im planning to buy heels!! =D eventhough i prolly wont wear them, its just nice to have heels available in YOUR SIZE and not one size SMALLER because they ran out of FREAKING STOCK.
SEriously Malaysia, be more considerate of the bigger sized people who are born in your country, and dont sell everything in XXS, you have no appreciation for the variety and diversity of human beings.
boo you
neways. I have to wake up in 4 hours.
Dont know why im still awake.
im always awake when its not necessary.
geez SARAH.
GOOD JOB.
GOOD JOB.
anyway.
Where hast thou gone?
Indeed, I look back fondly at the past, with nothing but the yearning to turn back time and the feeling of wistfulness.
okay scratch that.
Ever since i reached 15 ive been wanting to be 5 YO. -_-
trollll.
University is pretty much the bomb.
in a bad way. literally. Like a bomb.
And i hate how i get so emo. Last time my emo-ness never lasted long.
Anyway im going to be real random and rant all i want.
hey.
this is my blog okay.
my personal public place on the internet.
i can do wtv i want on it so bugger off if you dont like reading my posts. heh.
SO RIGHT.
omgosh lor. seriously what is with him? it's like he gets along well with everyone other than me. Ive never even done anything to him before. he acts like im not there, he makes it clear that he communicates well with everyone and wants to talk to everyone but me.
WELL, GOOD JOB.
as you can see, i am restraining myself from cursing. I always do it in my head but im trying not to make it a habit because sooner or later it will come out of the mouth and i dont want that happening.
I dont know what the HAY his problem is but if he is going to continue to be like that, I will..... PRAY FOR HIM.
HAH!
STUPID DEVIL, U CANT GET AWAY WITH THIS. HAHAHHAHA
So anyway, work is stressing me out because i have no idea whats going on at least 100% of the time. (at least being an understatement)
but hopefully after this weekend which i officially name "Enlightening Weekend" - as they say, children always live up to their names, im thinking this counts for weekends as well- though i doubt id be able to "up" my knowledge level in about two days.
WELL HEY HEY HEY NOW, nothing is impossible!
And about my CF, Im thinking of not going for it for a while, because I feel like im not integrating and not needed as a PERSON, but rather just for the numbers. It's like im not appreciated there. and EVERYONE wants to be appreciated (no matter how much you try to deny it, everyone deep down inside yearns acceptance. EVen the non-conformists seek acceptance amongst each other, no?). Meanwhile I will find my niche and my role elsewhere.
Since everyone there can get along just fine without me,I see no reason for my being there.
CF-hopping begin!
=D
I feel no shame, even.
It's not like im skipping it though, its more like Im venturing out and visiting other CFs to see what they have to offer me.
Meanwhile id better make sure I do my QT consistently..... eeep.
Im still trying to figure out what is the most conducive atmosphere for me to study.
hmmm.
also i think id better stop buying clothes and stuff.
nahh. haahha! clothes here are too nice. and im planning to buy heels!! =D eventhough i prolly wont wear them, its just nice to have heels available in YOUR SIZE and not one size SMALLER because they ran out of FREAKING STOCK.
SEriously Malaysia, be more considerate of the bigger sized people who are born in your country, and dont sell everything in XXS, you have no appreciation for the variety and diversity of human beings.
boo you
neways. I have to wake up in 4 hours.
Dont know why im still awake.
im always awake when its not necessary.
geez SARAH.
GOOD JOB.
GOOD JOB.
anyway.
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